February 2011
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So I'll watch your life in pictures, like I used...
Before sex, you help eachother get naked. After...
“Every one rushes elsewhere and into the future, because no one wants to face...”
– Michel de Montaigne
Goodbye Depression: Notes From My Depression (Old)... →
It’s strange to know that in someplace far away there’s someone feeling and doing the exact things I did. Oddly comforting.
goodbyedepression:
Since the depression I’ve become scared of society in the obvious way, my little hands shake and my heart gets heavy. I feel claustrophobic and defenseless. I feel totally alone when I’m outside, I feel like the world is a little too large...
“The feelings that hurt most, the emotions that sting most, are those that are...”
– Fernando Pessoa | Bernardo Soares, The Book of Disquiet (via itookadeepbreath)
GOOD OR BAD??
I told this “stranger than strangers” guy (Sylvia, you’ve conjured the perfect term for awkward acquaintances) I knew from last semester,
“Don’t you have classes now?”
When he’s obviously stayed back to chat and catch up.
When we bumped into each other at the philosophy office picking up past papers.
I really wanted him to go though. But the...
I miss those days.
Those days not quite long ago from today. A time when leaving home and coming here was a romantic dream that invigorated me.
Days when I had strength and hopes about the day after. Wondering every night as I laid on the very same bed about whom I was going to meet next in this foreign city.
When typing every entry brought me as much joy as my readers would have.
When I had stories to tell and...
Goodbye Depression: Notes From My Depression (Old)... →
I adore this person. The strength and the similar experiences.
goodbyedepression:
Depression is so bizarre isn’t it. I go through the strangest waves with it. Some days, I feel okay, other days I feel so frantically depressed that it’s physically painful. It’s just so strange…and hard.
But it’s so invaluable being on tumblr and realising that I’m not alone. I hope you kind of…
How was your weekend? I had a fine one. Sleeping. Drama in a box. Food also in a box(es).
I watched Kim Sam Soon. Finally, after years of recommendations from Sylvia. There’s perhaps no cheaper form of therapy than chick-flick drama marathons. And it did the job, taking me from rock-bottom (sufferings of the entire Youth Council episode) to a calm, slightly jumpy state, ready to kick-ass...
with kim sam soon playing in the background.
Kahee: See you're so like her (kim sam soon). A jerk-trap. This is you, when you're 30.
Jeanie: NOOOOOOO... (Ashamed)
Kahee: That's why you should watch this show to learn how to deal with jerks.
Jeanie: ... ... ...